5 nights, including this one. 5 nights left. i never thought moving would be this hard, this upsetting. only 5 more nights. come monday, we would be sleeping in a different room, in a different house, situated on a different floor, in a different block, down a different road.
i like the way my still-current address types out on the keyboard, looks when i write and rolls off my tongue...
one thing to be grateful for: i had a great driving lesson today. a change of instructors was probably the key, together with better clarity, ease and familiarity with what i was doing. it was a good break from the low, gloomy road i have been running along for the past two weeks or so.
everything ties in. everything's connected. home, work, driving. all tangled up in a messy skein of frustration, ennui and a growing heaviness of heart.
i hope excitement finds me on monday. i hope i find interest sparkling at the end of the road...i hope...
but, in all likelihood, i will first have to let go. however, till then, until absolutely necessary, i will cling loving, tenaciously, stubbornly...