for all my previous bravado. i'll be waking up with puffy eyes tm. as much as i try to stop myself, a list of "the-last-..." keeps running through my head.. scenes of ny and boston, also keep popping up, esp those of walking back to his brother's apt and the hotel..

police and ambulance sirens are wailing outside. it's 2.24am.. let's hope it's nothing serious.

just like HBO's View-on-Demand (the most amazing invention in the world), hugs-on-demand is just as beloved. it's tough when you have to wait, but a parting always makes the next meeting all the sweeter, so i think.

here's to me trying to stay positive..

a day to go and snooowwwww... where's all the bloody snow??!

sigh..

things to look fwd to:

1. my parents and sister (whom i hope hasn't stolen all my ang paos yet)

2. the piggies!! all 6 humongous balls of fur

3. my friends

4. cai dao kuey and hokkien mee

5. sun!!! (i need a tan soo bad)

6. being able to wear sleeveless tops

7. shopping!!!!!!!

8. finally getting to watch the king returns if it's still showing.. (sad sigh..)

9. getting back to watching naruto and gilgamesh

10. sleeping in my own bed!