ok just to let pple know... don't expect anything much by way of new entries or interesting ones for that matter... my focus is currently elsewhere... ie. something else is taking up a lot of my energy and time... so...

yeah.. see you when i realign back to normalcy wink

ps: that goes for replying emails too.. sorry dear ><

hmm.. i wonder.. am i the only one? when i am at home and family members have to go out, leaving me all alone, i get this weird, tingly sensation at the back of my tongue... something not unlike the feeling you get when you've just eaten very very very sweet chocolate.. (know that feeling?)

i got that feeling yesterday after my sister sent me off from her hall... i was going on alone to the busstop to wait for my dad to pick me up...

(ok to digress.. i had to rush to sch with my sis, to her hall, to print out my brit essay, because my printer at home had to die on me... argh!! reminder to self: buy a new black ink cartridge)

i know i'm 21 already and that i'm suppose to be an adult yadayadaya... but i can't help it can i? when i feel that way... it's like i'm being abandoned ... though i know i am not...

and i thought i'd write this down, because i haven't felt that way in a long long long long time... why yesterday of all times?

too attached to my family? perhaps? too dependent on them? possibly? one thing for sure.. those who know me well enough know that i abhor doing things alone.. if possible i always find someone to go with me/do things with me... shrugh

but then again.. i don't get that feeling with friends.. only my family....

i must say that i am taking a long while to get used to this antville story posting interface hehe...

blogger is kind of less indirect... no need to click here and there... in fact i just linked to the blog posting url and read the posts from there too... hehe

but quite nice that this new antville site looks so awesome.. =)

anyway phew finally done with my exams yesterday, now have to get down to doing all the dirty work that i never want to do...

1. planning timetable for next sem
2. getting a plane ticket back to singapore to see the fee!
3. paying some dorm bill
4. going to the bank to settle money matters...
5. thinking about what i want to do with my life here
6. oh and getting an apartment to stay in next year

studies are actually good distraction from all this and a good excuse, albeit not a very fun one... haha..

and i'm growing fat from eating pizza b4 i sleep ( this was the same way i got fat in pri 3! only it was instant noodles AND less of pizza) haha..

and soon the work's going to pile up again, so i better get cracking now.. so that all this admin is settled b4 i have to go at work again...

singing class was fun! singing this italian song called "caro mio ben".. go check it out everyone its super nice...