we've switched to inuyasha. kenshin's on hold. sis and i agreed that we needed to watch something lighter and so far the first 3 eps of inuyasha are proving theraputic..

..hopefully kagome will prove not to be a wimp unlike someone who totally spoilt viewing pleasure.. sigh i cringe each time she appears..

...............

on a totally different note.. words can't express how exactly wonderful it was hearing his voice again yesterday..

but on the flipside. it's highly likely we will not see each other this june. i can't say now how 'badly' it is/it will affect me. [mind's currently occupied with a certain red-haired, cross-scared samurai and a half-demon with furry ears hahah]

BUT when july comes and goes, it will be the longest time we've not seen each other. i can only hope by dec daddy will be more inclined to let me fly..

can i go an entire year without seeing him? i honestly don't know. i know i will survive.. that has never been a problem. will i miss him - yes, but it's not something i can't deal with..

.. ok i'm tired. can't write anymore. maybe i'll leave you all with a(nother) song =]

"In the sadness I was holding my dream tightly Even though I was freezing cold in the rain

Dream, I never even thought of the fire in my heart..

..Blue sky, the clear sky The dream that has wings flies Against the wind, someday The paradise that our passion will create is for eternal future"

-- "Towa no Mirai" (Everlasting Future) from Rurouni Kenshin

Hold Me In Your Arms

The morning sunlight, moves gently on our bed Sounds of distant traffic, float into my head Eyes slowly open and words won't be enough But what is left unspoken burns softly in your touch

So hold me in your arms Hold me in your arms So my love, hold me in your arms Time moves without us, this room will be untouched We're safe beneath the truth now Both safe within this love

And oh the heart in me Feels more than you can see I can't get close enough Every single day, is ours to feel this way I can't get close enough, never close enough ...

heh ok its a really soppy song, but i actually wanted to put up lyrics for lemonheads' "into your arms" and the lyrics were just spastic. nice song though go listen to it.

I like the feel of your name on my lips I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss The way that your fingers run through my hair And how your scent lingers even when you're not there

...

And I love the way you love me Strong and wild Slow and easy Heart and soul So completely I love the way you love me

-- I Love the Way you Love Me (Eric Martin)

... miss you...