hehe i just realised there is no time for rest during university..

small breaks then you've got to be up and running again

just this week i had 2 quizzes and a midterm, that's after 3 exams last week... and everytime i feel like taking a big break and doing nothing, i realise something else is looming in not too distant future...a final in two weeks (half-sem course) gdness.

anyway... amidst all the hustle and bustle of school life and the tons of work, its sometimes hard not to feel alone...

just the other day i had the scariest dream that my brother had died in a war... and i woke up feeling super depressed... and alone...

do you ever get those dreams where u wake up and just take a pretty long while to reaffirm with yourself that it was only a dream? like hey, did that really happen? reality check hmm...

october's the special month for the fairy... hmm although we never quite celebrated all that much for birthdays it was always something special. heh just remembered something nice from a long time ago... sitting on a weird log at east coast on my birthday heh having my first bday cake with the fairy =)

heh wonder if the fairy remembers last years silly cake for her birthday... the candle didn't want to stay lit with the fan on... resulting in hehe a very stuffy wish-making experience..=)

ok off to go play some hoops and hopefully brighten up my day... bye!

yesyes of course i remember last years "silly cake" .. it wasn't very silly!! =) wasn't expecting you to do anything cos you were at WTC sending your brother off (on his round the world floating lectures tour rite?)...

=) it wasn't silly at all, but one of the best things that you've ever done for me.. =) just one of the many many...

scary dreams.. yes.. i know the kind. u dream something horrible, wake up and feeling really, really bad and all alone.. like you said. and it really comforts to be able to walk out of the room and talk to someone close...