all around me pple are getting married left, right and center.. (reminds me to check out a very interesting rumour ;) .. to think i thought we would be the first to get hitched.. haha..

i remember a conversation i had with my jc classmates, sitting at our table in the canteen. most of us girls had agreed 24 was the age to get married. now, here i am, easing in 23 and .. 24!! no way, are you crazy?! 24?? do you know how NEAR that is?

suddenly, i realise, i don't think i'm ready for marriage. no matter how much i love him, how much i know i'll enjoy living with him, i've come to realise that my parents and my sis are more important to me at this point of time... and not just more important, but Priority No. 1.

suddenly you remember that they are old and their health isn't what they used to be. suddenly you realise that the baby sis is 21! (and hipper and cooler and wayyy more happening than i could ever be at that age, or any age.. sigh)

suddenly i regret, terribly, all those years i never was home during secondary school and jc. MOE seriously needs to relook our educational system..

but perhaps, too late is better than never at all and i'm happy with staying home on saturdays and having my dad as a movie date or my mum as a shopping companion.

sometimes i love them so much it really really hurts when i imagine a life without them. then i remind myself, why dwell on something that hasn't happened? it's all about carpe diem

marriage can wait.. =)

spied some instructions to a psych study my sis left on the table..

"We hope that participating in this study will expose you to how psychological studies are conducted, and that you will learn somthing intersting about psychology along the way. ..."

i wonder.. i really why didn't i take psych? imagine the fun i would have had..

thinking of him...

"Time has come, what's done is done It's time to move on To another place, another space, maybe circling some other sun Don't ask why, don't ask how I still can't explain To say goodbye, goodbye for now till I see you again

In the sunlight that's where I'll be In the moonlight close your eyes, you will see me In the sunrise in the twilight I'll be the morning and the evening star I will be there with you wherever you are

Life is strange, such joy and pain The betrayal and the kiss It maybe meant to be, maybe destiny Leads us down a path like this Child is born, true love is sworn All the in-between Well you walk on, walk on until the path is gone Learning love is the only everything

So it's goodnight, things go wrong but it's alright We're all just passin' through here At the speed of light .."

• Wherever you are Celeste Prince