i think, one of the biggest compliments pple can give you, is to tell you that you're interesting and that they like to listen to you.

i'm reminded of a friend, long ago, who suffered to stand in the hot sun for nearly two hours, listening to me talk.. about nothing and everything..

i wonder if she knows how grateful i was/am for that.

a friend once wrote that her image of God was of a "kind" and "benevolent" being.

i believe that God is cruel. he is merciful and loving, yet indubitably cruel.

stephen king may not be the best person to "listen" to, but i agree with his God in Desperation

ps: it's still raining..

i want more John Stevens! whine and we don't get to hear him till next week! =( boo..

it's been raining since midnight.. one of those crazy 17hrs (and counting) rains.. but i like it.. if i don't have to go out =)