sometimes i wish that there weren't so many lights in the city and that i could see the stars... even the teeniest ones...

sometimes i wish life wasn't one big rush to nowhere... that pple would slow down and smell the roses, stop by the roadside to stare at the green grass... to notice the tiny things... a kid laughing, the birds flying, the breeze blowing.

i do.. at least i try to most of the time. it makes me feel that life is worth so much more, that it doesn't just consist of sch, homework, sch, homework... it brightens my day, the little things, reminds me that life's not all that bad, if such beautiful things can exist in this world...

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my dream is to live for a few years in europe one day, with the one i love. we'll probably have a cat or a dog, or both, live in a house that is at least 200yrs old, no kids yet, just him and me, me and him and we would be happy, very happy....

they announced in german today that the immersion program is now open to all students taking german ie. not just limited to euro studies students anymore! yay this means that more pple in my present class are now able to go for it =) in other words, i'll have friends/familiar faces going with me ... it would be so un-fun if it were to be all the yr2s next sem - pple i won't know at all.

just found out too that my present lecturer (who's lectured me for both sems i've taken german) won't be following up with intermediate german I next sem... sigh i like her! she's so nice and so approachable.. i'm having jitters now thinking it might be the scary lecturer my other friends have warned be about! arrghh.. ah well... that's life isn't it? it doesn't pay to get comfortable, things just change all the time..

yuck...feeling feverish.. stupid bug that's going around!! i cant get sick now of all times when I need to be at my best and brightest...

sigh no more late nights for me... i'm off to bed..sniffle