wail free tagboards are down.. temp... nooo... now i can't whine to others, or to myself since i had already planned to go on a mini whining session on my own tagboard (so as not to clutter other's... at least on mine i can rant and rave for as many tags as i want... ) ... it's the destress you know.. i know guys really hate girls when they whine.. hee.. but aww come on.. everything's got to have an outlet yes?
and ok.. i am consciously trying NOT to whine abt it.. since i, no we (ie. my german classmates) have already whined enough to each other after the paper... hmm.. then i'll have to include: whined to our lecturer too... AND to add insult to injury, she merely laughed!!!! sigh and even said, to quote, "why? what's wrong? this is easier than the semester test!" waaaaillll
do i even need to mention how badly i did for the horrific sem test2? ... ... then of course she did her usual comforting, "don't worry, i will moderate, i will moderate." yarrr right, and not that we don't believe her, cos we do, since they always moderate anyway... but see, thing is my class has pple scoring in the high 80s and 90s range while said failure is somewhere far far far below in the, dare i say this, this is toooo humilating, hmm actually ok, i'll be honest i don't exactly know where i am.. but definitely not anywhere near the 80s range... prob not even near the mid 70s range...
and sem2 german was supposed to be easier grumble ... so i guess the best thing i could do was to tell frau chen: "be nice, be very very nice." and as usual she laughed... i hope i amuse her enough with my terribly dumm answers so that'll she give me sympathy points.. sigh more likely than not, she'll recognise my handwriting (actually i have this suspicion she prob knows ALL our matric nos. by heart.. u've got to see her to know how really amazing her memory is) and, oh i can soo imagine this, shake her head while marking my paper, sigh and go, "why hasn't she improved from her semester test?" ... and red marks galore... i think she'll need extra red pens to mark my paper... maybe i ought to buy her one......
and this is only german... i don't even want to talk abt shakespeare...........
okok.. go ahead, laugh at this entry.. really i don't mind.. cos i know one day when i look back, after having cried (and get depressed) over the results, i will find this funny.. butttt till then....
"...From here on after
Let's stay the way we are right now
And share all the love and laughter
That a lifetime will allow...
...You will always be the miracle
That makes my life complete...
...As we look into the future
It's as far as we can see
So let's make each tomorrow
Be the best that it can be...
I cross my heart
And promise to
Give all I've got to give
To make all your dreams come true
In all the world
You'll never find
A love as true as mine..."
-- George Strait "i cross my heart"